T Creations

2009 has been an exciting and challenging year for most people, but for us, especially, it has been a whirlwind of change. At this time last year I was recovering from a double mastectomy and flat as a pancake. In January I began reconstructive surgery and finally finished my last procedure in November (tattoo touch-ups to follow in a couple weeks). Not once have I regretted my decision and the peace of mind that it has brought me has been a tremendous weight lifted off my shoulders.

This year, I’ve also experienced a relationship status change, moved to a new house, new ward, and new stake, and the girls attended a new school this fall. I’ve met new people and made new friends. All this newness has left me a little discombobulated. I do miss my old friends and my old ward and hope to renew some of those old ties in the New Year. Amid all the change, I’ve managed to find some stability and strength in my family. They have been an incredible support and I love them more than I can express in type. My girls have also been a source of joy and constant entertainment. They are so fun and I love every minute (except the ones that I’d like to string them up by their toes, but thankfully they are fleeting).

Though all this change has been challenging and chaotic, it hasn’t been all bad. I love my new life. I love that my stress is my own and things in general feel simpler and more manageable. I’ve loved the time that I’ve spent alone in quiet reflection and “me time”. And I’ve loved the quality time that I’ve spent with the girls.

All things, good and bad, must come to and end. 2010 is a new chapter and I’m ready! No doubt the New Year will continue to bring change and growth, but I believe it will also bring strength and stability. Cheers to 2010!

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